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Hybrid

by Kaysinners

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1.
Experiment Starts 00:17
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[Kaysinners Talking] If you don't have headphones on, please obtain your headphones before listening to the Hybrid album. The experiment will start. [Announcer] For the best experience, use headphones
2.
I'm Going Away 01:54
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I'm going away. I feel alone in this place with astray. I'm going ballistic right now. I just want to get rid of the pain. One seat to go far then one heart to move on. And one mind to think it through before things get really gray. I'm going away, thinking of thoughts that are fading away. I know my motives right now. I see the light when you appear in my days. Want to just go on. Heart beating So hard and your love for me seems like its just so far away
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The Fantasy 02:24
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Tundra 03:54
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I've been having lots of hope. You've been trying to be late. You just be around wishing that you had some better days. I've been tryna do this, tryna move this, tryna focus, did you notice? Better move it cause I don't have bad motives right now. I don't want to sit here really getting played like that. Do you really play in games getting made like that? Do you want to do this? Do you have some issues? I won't miss you. I don't want to miss you. When I'm gone they'll miss me. Damn [Chorus] Out of the love life. Out of the tundra. Out of the tundra. I know everything will be okay Out of the tundra. Out of the tundra. Out of the tundra. I know everything will be okay [Verse 2: Kaysinners] You don't know. Bout to set another load. In that centerfold. Tryna get it till I get it through. (Hey) you talking that nonsense, sick of the riddling bronze thing. I'm digging up monsters. Yo you've been in dark pits, bringing up junk in apartments. That's in your conscience (Damn). You rubbing in lotions, going on with the motion, messing your culture (Damn). You don't know notions but you're going in with commotions. I'm like think (Yeah). Yeah, you just better think then. I've found this out really really late now. (Oh!) [Chorus] Out of the love life. Out of the tundra. Out of the tundra. I know everything will be okay Out of the tundra. Out of the tundra. Yeah, Out of the tundra. I know everything will be okay [Verse 3: Kaysinners] I go home reminiscing, you go home with admission. When we text you dismiss me. You're immature nowadays so now I'm just keeping my distance. But don't come back in the future waiting outside, you know...really expecting some open arms. Expecting hotels, with perfect smells (Yeah) with lovable shoulder rubs. I'm really moving on. I'm out the tundra, ready to go in the valley. Marking my life like a tally. One day I'm going to cali. Man ill be thinking of sally. I'm stopping around at a gally, man these guys are just scally. Your thoughts are so scary. I'll come to your dreams like I'm Freddy cause you are petty [Chorus]
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Red Hot 02:54
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Picture outside lights. Walking close to the love flight. Just to dine right, see her marble eyes shine bright, in the dark night. I've Been waiting for this moment all my freaking life, it's the right time. But wait, Wait. (Yeah) Fast forward 9 months. love lost, can you relate late? (Yeah). She might be low now. I don't know. I just gotta go now. She don't know [Chorus] She's a red hot soul figure, she's a red-hot, She's a red-hot, She's a red-hot soul figure [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I don't even know, where my place is, out in Dade city, I'm just coming in like I'm Jason. Yeah, what you placing? My thought is racing. Yeah, I don't even think that shes complacent. I've been out in low mode, is all low, in the low mode, that's a low blow, I don't know though. My dream is black, I was in the back, Cadillac, digging from a sack, she screams, "Where you at ?". I won't be around now. She don't know. I just gotta go now. She don't know [Chorus] She's a red hot soul figure, she's a red-hot, She's a red-hot, She's a red-hot soul figure. Kaysinners [Verse 3: Kaysinners] So now she's treating me bad. Thinking she got it like that. Busy but lying at max. Let the tension relax, I put her away in a trap Boom! She's gone in a flash. Karma will break her in half, with a force an axe. A feeling she don't wanna have. I'm stating the facts. I hope the evil within her consumes her. That me caring is considered a rumor. That she feels pain stronger than tumors. That her job makes her feel like a loser because she is losing
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Welcome To The Pain 03:30
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I realize I'm alone. I think of thoughts every morning. I feel down, very worthless. No one knows. No ones heard it. At 20 I saw death. Many times I think of death. Feel the shine on my face. Thoughts when love fade away. Skies are clear and then they're gray. Many fears can you relate? Many tears my family's dead. I'll take the wheel I'll crash with pain [Verse 2: Kaysinners] When it rains, oh I feel sane, Oh so much hate, oh so much fakes, Oh cold world days, Oh evil names, Oh do away, Oh with greed and games. Oh, how I wish for that day. I'll pack my stuff and go away. My goal now is not to stay. I won't be, won't be okay [Chorus] Welcome to the pain. To the pain. Welcome to the pain. To the pain
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Big 7 01:28
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Yeah, tell me who want it? Tell me right now who just wants this? Didn't think id make an album isn't that ironic? I can be speedy Gonzalez. One year with small breaks, with a lot more fakes. They came to the wrong place. I open my mouth and people get hurt because it's just the wrong day. I'm an amorphous tearing through structures and corpses, riding around with some horses. Ending careers with my torches. I'm not around when I'm morbid. I'm too busy killing roaches. They want your life and the whole thing. Enviers drown when in corporate. So much greed, in the end, let em Get hanged by the rope quick. (Perfect!) [Verse 2: Kaysinners] That's that big 7. Making hits big 7. Better fix big felons. Prisons too big tell em. Humans get tricked? Kill em. Tired of this shhh. Come on now don't get hurt and let lies fly. You tell some humans the truth and they'll go around and suck on the wrong side. I just come from a place with riddles and triggers were crooks and the cops hide. Ima just tell you the truth from the bronx. Man, I'm forgetting the bad lies. I made some friends over there and I swear it was like going for suicide. I went to Brooklyn to pass by. Get me some pussy and then bye. Only the real will recognize
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Affliction 02:42
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Tell me how do you want it? I won't be here forever though. Wish things were different every morning. But we are so over. We are so over, we are so over, we are so over. What are you gonna say? That life moves on and we are forced to clear the pain? That what we had was nothing special every day? Come on girl now is that what you want to say? Remember your face on a Saturday, when I was with you there was no games. Wishing you'd call and fix this big fall and kiss me at home and when I soar I'm reminiscing yeah, Steady hustling, giving you the hints, it don't make no sense. Now I'm on the road. Trying to move on. Now I'm all alone, now I'm all alone now, thinking where do we go now? Let me head to the core though, I'm changing the course now [Verse 2: Kaysinners] As I picture the petty fights. Times changed, I just hope that you treat me right. I guess our past made us miss our city lights. I was there every night, kissing your head while awake at night Thinking you'd be forever mine. But, no I must go, that didn't happen yet, yeah things crumbled. No, I must go, oh no I didn't expect pain like that. Made tribulations to heal myself like way back then. Yeah, I don't want to think about moments that are black like tint. We were apart like one year. Happy moments disappeared, then I had like two tears with three more that volunteered. Now I have a darker fear. To fall in love and just lose myself [Beat starts changing]
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Mirror 01:48
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I guess I'm sick of the past now with old stories. Many peoples names die in my mind, time aligns making things blurry. Mirror shows me that I'm hurting [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Mirror who am I? Who am I? What's the truest lie? Suicide? I will see tomorrow if I'm feeling fine. Its do or die. Do or die. That's the way of life. I can see around the corners without all of the speeding fines. I can avoid all of the nonsense without wasting my time. Dream told me you will feel all of the love before 29. I'm turning dreams into my hopes, hoping for a little shine. My ex told me,"See you in the future right now isn't our time" [Verse 3: Kaysinners] Many times I would think about my old love. I'd be a liar and a fake if I denied what we once were. Hate last, think later but I always want to love first. But its life, we all know every time that the love hurts. Who am I? Will I make it? That's the question that will always lurk [Chorus] Mirror who am I? Who am I? What's the truest lie? Suicide? I will see tomorrow if I'm feeling fine. Its do or die. Do or die. That's the way of life
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Karma ft Lauren Nikohl 03:58
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[Verse 1 : Lauren Nikohl] Vapid celebrity One with the machine, offers no Sense of realness Only false routine [Pre-Chorus] If you give love, you’ll get love You create your fate Work hard, then play hard Karma sets things straight Love your neighbor deeply Forget about their name We’re created equal regardless of fame [Chorus] But you treat me like a god Yeah we treat them like they’re gods But they are only human Value is innate I am only human Creating my own fate
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Charon 03:26
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JB's Spirit 03:40
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] JB's spirit. JB. Let me tell you how it has been. I got my heart broken and I've never been the same since. Haven't seen my mother in years, in this song ima just vent. Yeah, I need you to listen. I've been all alone with some thoughts reminiscing. Thinking of sounds of my death in my kitchen. Thinking if I go, will my friends really miss me? Thinking if I fall will they like my existence? Thinking if my songs blast off in the distance, will they stop and pause just to listen? Nah man. I really need to stop this. Thank you for being a friend in my dark days. I know life is so hard but I got this. I hope that you live long. Not gonna ask for no more. I hope that you live long. Not gonna ask for no more [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I hope when you're 60 that I'm there too. So we can talk about the stuff that we've been through. Getting older, saying "Man what's new?" [Verse 3: Kaysinners] Ima go down on the road. Making money focus on some more. Maybe one day do a couple shows. Friends tell me that I'm never broke, that's cause now I focus on my goal. Money, power, women, that's my mood. Money, power, women, that's my mood JB's spirit. It's time for us to go get it. JB's spirit. It's time for us to go get it
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You'll Fall In Love 02:32
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I know that my feelings grow and I must go. Eyes know that you'll fall in love. You'll fall in love. I know you'll fall in love, You'll fall in love, with someone that ain't me. That ain't me. That ain't me. Cause I know you'll fall in love. Know you'll fall in love, with someone that ain't me. I just know. I'll fall back so you can go. I'll be alone . All on my road. Forget the past, is already over. I'm moving on for better, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah [Chorus] You'll fall in love (repeats)
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Tell Myself 01:45
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I tell myself that I'm not fine. Why comfort myself now with a bad lie? I wanna look forward now but I waste time. With tough memories like straight grime, how you want your ride? Tell me now do you want to die? Or do you feel like you really wanna cry? For someone that isn't worth it. Who just wasted your time. For someone that's probably smiling while you're there with your issues. Probably grabbing the tissue. Nah that person don't miss you. Nah that person dismissed you. Why you stuck on that drama? The New York me would've left that scene with some honor. For every wrong you do, you're left a spot with a price. To see if you are wise when you get caught in your life. One wrong move and you just get caught with a slice. Lose money and power whats the meaning of life? Lose everything and everythings the size of a rice. Society grilling me, giving advice. But I am me, forever me. I don't pick and choose. Don't be confused. Be the opponent who isn't missing screws [Verse 2 : Kaysinners] In this world man, you need tactics. You know, because life is savage, and things happen. Humans with some automatics, fakes passing thinking that they always had it. People online faking that they're really happy, photos filled with memories that barely happened. Some girls outside showing ass all day. Then wondering why guys always come their way. Damn
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Change ft Lauren Nikohl 03:10
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[Verse 1 : Kaysinners] I figure I'd say a couple things. We livin' in a world where hate ruins everything. Despair right now is the only thing it brings. Let's just love one another. Forget the hate and our color. Religion is another...yeah [Verse 2 : Kaysinners] I've been neglected.. 'Because I wasn't Muslim. I've been told I wasn't good enough, 'Because I wasn't Christian. All I had was love, but I guess they missed that. They missed that [Chorus : Lauren Nikohl] We can change. Stop the hate. Fear is their game. But love is brave. Love can change [Verse 3 : Kaysinners] People gotta understand. That loving is the only way. That love cures my pain. Felt it when I was in love back in the day. Like morphine running through my veins. Can we change our ways? Can we change? [Chorus/Outro : Lauren Nikohl] We can change. Stop the hate. Fear is their game. But love is brave. Yeah, love can change. Love can change. We can change. Love is brave. Love can save. No more hate. Love can change
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Let Them Know 02:04
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[Verse 1 : Kaysinners] I'm getting all this info. I'm Falling off fast while I'm headed to the past and... ask myself," Why are you here for?" I don't know that. Yeah, I don't know that....to killers why you kill for? I just know that its all the aftermath. And do they really win though? Throw it in the past, we leave things in the past now. What you gonna say? Is a move from other days [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Yeah. Present now to unfold. I've been going down just to get up and in time I just let em know. Yeah, Yeah, Yeah. I'm not second last. People who lie are just fakes I decipher fast. Run it back ,Run it back. When I go down I just get up from the ground and I let em know. Yeah yeah yeah. If you know somebody that's toxic in your life, that's a sign to just let em go. I've been all alone in the world with snakes all around that I never knew. I peep from the corners to just see all the lies on the corners that are always spewed. If life knocks me down, I get up like a soldier with some minor wounds [Beat Changes Slightly] [Verse 3 : Kaysinners] I just walk around with some strength in my heart and I let it show. I'm filled with some sadness and anger in my life that you'll never know. Never know. Never know, know. Pain so deep in my life that if you Had it, you would never cope. Never cope, never cope, cope. I just walk around with some strength in my heart and I let it show
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I'm Mia ft Beatriz Vicente 02:58
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[Verse 1 : Kaysinners] Don't waste my time. I'm not around for temporary thoughts. I don't read minds so tell me what you want. You have no clue if I'm the one you want. You said...you want me. You need me. Now the feelings gone and you're in my life. But, don't stay by my side. The love has died. Now your offering is to fake a smile and just be friends but [Chorus: Kaysinners] I'm mia. I'm mia (Repeats) [Verse 2 : Beatriz Vicente] Whats going on? I am not the one that anybody wants. I'm only a fog in everybody's thoughts. Don't lie and say that I'm a treasure. When I know I'm just a pleasure. Sorry, I can't fix ya . I'm also not worth to be in the big picture. They just call my phone and in 3 months they just dismiss me. Or they fall for people with worthless written scripture. It's hard to give forgiveness [Verse 3 : Beatriz Vicente] You want me. You need me. Now, the feelings gone and you're in my life uh, Don't stay by my side. The love has died. Now your offering is to fake a smile and just be friends but [Chorus : Kaysinners] I'm mia. I'm mia (Repeats)
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I'm Stuck ft Beatriz Vicente 02:08
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[Verse 1 : Beatriz Vicente] Walking down the streets Thinking bout all your bullshit You make me lose myself And you just think in yourself [Verse 2 : Beatriz Vicente] What is in my mind? I don't even know who am I You make me lose myself Now I can't find it anywhere else [Chorus : Beatriz Vicente] (Repeat x2) I am stuck in the time In the same fucking room I just tried to relieve How come I'm so dumb [Verse 3 : Beatriz Vicente] Walking down the streets Thinking bout all your bullshit You make me lose myself And you just think in yourself What is in my mind? I don't even know who am I You make me lose myself Now I can't find it anywhere else [Chorus : Beatriz Vicente] I am stuck in the time In the same fucking room I just tried to relieve How come I'm so dumb

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released May 21, 2018

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Masked musician | Puerto Rican | Raised in New York

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