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Tribulations

by Kaysinners

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1.
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Yeah, I just tell em pipe down. I'm stuck with the fragments of my heart who was shot down. Went from the city to the country near a small town, had to gather thoughts and I had to let the eyes drown. No sounds. That's not what my brother heard. He was hearing all the sadness coming from my words. I told him "I'm done with life, please just kick me to the curb. We have no mom, no sister,no father look at what we're worth" I was in a self-made mental war zone, felt it in my lone raw jaw bone. Now I'm spitting these hard raw flows , hoping they hit hard though. So fans don't get a long wrong note. So I'm making this the intro. I'm Puerto Rican if you didn't get the info. I'm not just a rapper I composed those instrumentals. Independent artist with no label at my window. And I know I sin but you sin too so why you ask me why I sin for? Such a hypocritical world with snakes from the temple. Kaysinners
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Lurkers 03:00
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I haven't been outside for like 3 months. I never put the pride aside now I'm more blunt. If you talking nonsense I advise that you just run. I'm a young muthafucka tryna plan a stunt. In the past I had girls acting 16. Stupid arguments running on a thick screen. Now I'm making moves getting on these websites. Girls wanna act friendly cause my checks right. Now I see the lurkers on my fucking path. Hoping that I fall , hoping that I really crash. Hoping I don't make it, hoping that I get shot. I was doing crazy music even on the block. Now you know I'm hot in my own spot put you through a shock with the rhymes till your heart stops. Having competition? Told jb I guess not.Because rappers come up then their rhymes rot [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I see the lurkers in my dark path. No support but they rather give opinions fast. I give all my music all away for free. But they can't take a minute just to hear and see. Kaysinners banging on some people's doors. If I can't get in I'll break in through the floor. Come up to a lurker while they're chilling at the store. With sins on my face munching on some smores. You don't gotta lurk, Nah you don't gotta lurk. I know truth hurts but I'm just tryna work. You don't have to like me. Listen to my lyrics first. In my own lane like a cyclist riding through the dirt
3.
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Yeah, you gotta give credit where its due. Because you ain't gonna like the karma when it's set up on you. I been counting down on these decimals then women want to be on a pedestal all because of fame and some better flows. And I'm like I don't wanna be in the nonsense. I want to write rhymes that will be up in the conscience, to get good rest and maybe live up on the mountains. Big house couple rooms, like the size of a garden. With neon lights shining from the fountain. I'm alone don't you see? Cause I've been all alone in my room since when I was three. MOSTLY saw my moms when I had to eat. And father never came , I suck at hide and seek. And sister didn't make it, type of shit I had to see. Brother got lazy, that's reality. Then moms got crazy then she had to leave..uh [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Had to get stronger by the minute. Probably explains why you always catch me sinning. Probably explains why you see me always grinning with thoughts scrambled like eggs, ugh my mind is slowly spinning. let me be a loner while watching porn with a boner , with 0 grams of marijuana. Now I'm not a stoner. The effect reminds me of my ex. So now I dissect my checks to my bank have sex or break necks if I get a threat from a pussy that holds a tech. Alone is how I fucking move. Wrong move then ill bring the crew. Wrong word then I'll pull a move. when you alone man you cannot lose [Verse 3: Lu Hound] Born a one and only child, shit is wild. Feeling lonely while I'm in a crowd, you feel me now? It's hard for ya'll to even feel my style, to break it down. Feel better when no one's​ around, should I be proud?To live so different, I don't close the distance, I'm drifting. Most of us don't listen, pissing, the wisdom, Go far like the 89 Pistons, winning, each season. Let go, it's special, to get to know the peaceful people to keep the hope that we hold so close. Yo a keynote to happiness, cracking this smile, while I'm trapped in this lifestyle, it's wild. I pray my girl forgives me. Yeah. And my friends will hit me up to chill. But if it doesn't happen tonight. Then I guess I'm just a loner still
4.
Proxy 02:14
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] The sun reflecting on my eyes. Wishing for a night where I didn't have to cry. Wishing for some love that is hidden from the eye. With a world full of snakes with beliefs that will subside. Proxy. I see green grass cleaner than a pig pen. See my mother cooking meals standing in the kitchen. See my sister and my father like nothing ever happened but if that would've happened then I wouldn't feel this madness. Give me a life like that. Where my family's around and i feel love back. Where my friends are my friends who don't stab my back. And the partner that I love always loves me back. With open-hearted people that would state those facts. No wars and corruption on the freaking map. No peace is involved I would state that fact [Verse 2: Kaysinners] But give me change this is strange how these humans fight. Rap songs bring a message that some humans like. Give me fame , bring those guns, that's the crap they like . Rap songs with a message that would end one's life. Rap songs with a message that will end one's life [Verse 3 : Kaysinners No! I won't point no fingers. This stuff also happens with the hypocritical singers. Some wanna make a change and make 20 million in total. But dont help the poor and they get money with vocals. Shout out to the ones who make changes when local. My words pierce the heart but don't call me a mogul. Tribulations in my heart man I got it on focal. Middle fingers to the haters man I got them on choke holds
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Liana Trials 03:17
[Liana Talking] You care so much about me. I'm so in love with you. Completely and totally in love with you [Kaysinners Talking] When did you start to be in love with me? [Liana Talking] Like a.. I've known for so long [Verse 1: Kaysinners] Yeah, you're not worth the time. I thought you were a woman but you crossed the line. I feel like I'm in stairs that I have to climb. But why should I climb if you claimed you're mines? In my mind I thought you were really great. You said I love you many times now I think it's fake. I really really meant mines so I can't relate. If I'm the real boxer you a featherweight. Boxed You out and you lost the war. Got pics of you drunk laying on the floor. With videos on molly laying on the wall. And your mother never saw it I could've shown it all. You lost your sanity. you told the drug dealer that I threatened your whole family. But you made threats to me over items that you had to see? [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Girl, you shouldn't act like a kid . But I threatened you back yeah girl you know how it is. Just you and your sister why you tryna get that glory? You lucky this ain't Maury I see holes in your story . Your sister ain't tough. Bring it down, copy that or just write that. I gotta couple girls who live life who will fight that. You really brought cops on me? Guess you thought they'd really put the cuffs on me. Girl, I keep it real and raw. Wow. You looked dumb in the court of law. Judge wanted to smack your face. You looked like a pussy when she put you in place. You turned into a monster what a sad disgrace [Liana Talking] I was like, I'm going to fall in love with this kid [Kaysinners Talking] How did you know you were going to fall in love? [Liana Talking] Because you're just....you're perfect. In every way [Verse 3: Kaysinners] The lies pack that. Yeah roll em in your backpack. Selfish in the end like a dog with one snack pack. Do you even know what you did to me? I was alone in my room and I couldn't think. Taking pills drowned in thoughts and I couldn't blink. Lotta tears, lotta shots, just to die and sink. I'm scared and it sucks to heal. I never knew the deal . But I know that my love was real. And no I don't think I'm a wiz but I had a couple thoughts for a ring and a couple of kids. I never ever met a girl like you. When I think of the beach girl I think of you. When I think of a joint girl I think of you. It sucks that I did everything with you. Tell me what is going on? I got hurt so bad that I wrote a song. Didn't want to write it down cause it seemed so wrong. But the truth must be told cause life goes on. What you gonna say about the problem? That I was the only that tried to solve them? That for you I was going through a lot mountains? Or wanna lie and say that I was a bad person? Even though you were the one saying I was perfect. Could've buried you until people saw you worthless. But why expose you with some dirty vids and some dirty pictures? When I can write a song that paints a painful picture? Showing the world who you really are. I admit in the beginning we went really far. Your selfishness grew bigger than a steeple. But tell me how many bulbs it takes to change people? [Liana Talking] I'm gonna look so... [Kaysinners Talking] Wait...what are you saying? You love what? [Liana Talking] I'm saying that I'm completely and totally, head over heels in love with you. I'm so sorry, I never wanted to embarrass​ you. I want people to think you're the most amazing and classy guy
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Immense Love 03:44
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I never felt a love so cold. I never felt a love so warm. Mind cannot erase these thoughts. love lost when my feelings were crushed. Crushed, crushed, crushed, crushed , crushed [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I see the beach with some stars and the moonlight. towel on the sand and the moods right. I also see the ocean near the distance, thoughts of the lips I was kissing. Yeah. When I think of your eyes I just wanna cry. Emotions so big, bigger than my pride. The past so far i can see the white. But it also feels close, like it's by my side. So why did you left me? I know I'm not perfect but I'm worth it. I don't deserve this.so tell me why I'm hurting? Why I'm hurting? I'm glad that I wrote this, met a few girls and I felt no connection. It just put me in a deeper depression. I love you so much and this wasn't a lesson. Yeah. Just a punishment and don't play the victim. I ask myself "what I do wrong?" I gave you my love , I gave you my everything. Gave you my soul, my flesh, my body, my mind, told you my future and gave you my time. Showed you my fears and told you "You're mine" [Kaysinners Talking] So why you leave? Tell me why you leave. Why did you leave? Just tell me why you leave. Why did you leave? Just tell me why you leave. Why did you leave? Tell me why you leave. Why did you leave? Why did you leave? Just tell me why you leave. Just tell me why you leave I thought the love was so real, why you leave? But why you leave? Just tell me why did you leave?
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Distortion 01:13
[Female Talking] Beautiful. Dirty, dirty. Rich, rich. Dirty , dirty. Beautiful. Dirty. rich [Kaysinners Talking] Distortion [Female Talking] Odds keep it a competition [kaysinners Talking] I can't keep my composition [Female laughs] [Verse 1 : Kaysinners] I'm feeling , I'm feeling the pain, I'm feeling the pain, I'm feeling , I'm feeling the pain. The pain figures I'm feeling the pain (Repeats) [Female Laughs] [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I'm feeling the pain . I'm feeling the pain going down my veins Kaysinners
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] I was trapped in a house that was all filled with melodies. With a girl that always pretends to be, a little girl in a fantasy, who never was mad at me . Always fixed the problems she couldn't leave. I had a little hope but nope, you know it's lost. I had a little dose of love and now it's gone. I had a little rope tied to both but it was far. I begged her to fix the rope and now is gone. Cold heart that was very wrong. How I gave you all my love and you carried on? Is your heart on your sleeve? Or you have it on your arm? Because it belongs where it should belong...huh... [Chorus] Where the heart don't go. Tell her when you see her where the heart don't go Tell her when you see her where the heart don't go (Repeats) [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I was awake, really late. Her words written on the mirror saying "baby you mean fucking everything " our bodies so warm you would think we had a fireplace. But it was love through the skin that really meant everything. Now it's so cold and so old. Takes a couple blessings from the ground to keep going. I don't need that in my life! I still remember all those times I had in my life. Where I put my pride aside tryna make things right. Couples girls couldn't be my wife , the Italian would've been alright. But she's gone like the wind in the starry night. My heart still stab it with a fucking knife. Still think about it at the current height. So I don't trust anybody on the first sight [Kaysinners Talking] Cold heart that was very wrong. How I gave you all my love and you carried on? Is your heart on your sleeve? Or you have it on your arm? Because it belongs where it should belong...huh... [Chorus] Where the heart don't go. Tell her when you see her where the heart don't go Tell her when you see her where the heart don't go (Repeats)
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Tribulations 03:32
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Life's short and irrelevant. Welcome to my mind you come short as a resident . Tryna get by, goodbye to the pessimists. I wanna get by with thoughts of a better man. huh---real gold that's not better shit. Tryna get down with more that's not relevant. I wanna grow old with a spouse that's right next to me. Live up in a house that's cold, making symphonies [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I see my father old outside, staring at my fancy life. Then I see my wife telling me to get inside, cause my minds getting out of line saying "That's right , that's right, stab him with the knife. Take his organs out , then hit em with it twice. Throw him in the river I think that will suffice with a tag on his leg saying "He ruined my life". I don't care what they say , or if it's payday, or if my album sucks, just hit the hay then. I do this for myself. Just feel the hatred. Words help my health, they save the day and well... it's getting cold outside. Tribulations from my past, that's a toll of mines. I guess I have to put my clothes in line. With gloves in my pockets for the colder ride. I see all the crows on my 4 doors. How do I know? I see em with my eyes closed. Hoping for a dream a dream that I don't know. Making moves fast so I show what I don't show. Tryna do what I know. But you don't know. Get the dream fast and I put it on a chokehold I don't sow but I'll sow what you can't sow. Go on my road or I'll​ hit you with the low blow
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After 04:00
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Giving it out call me young sire. I made it through the time through the hell and the dark fires. Don't know how I made it mind was strangled with some tough wires. Vision so fuzzy like the legs of a damn spider. I never felt real love cause I dealt with some damn liars. So Nah I wasn't having it after Alicia I met madison , she was feeling me but left cause I wasn't in Christianity [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Virgin on my lap I was thinking this is what it has to be cause in the past my own lover really tried to shackle me . Met a couple others all they did was set me free. Now I walk into the stores like I'm V.I.P . I'm 23 thinking man, man I have to breath. Clouded with some thoughts that I really cannot leave [Verse 3: Kaysinners The truth is like a lion and you just gotta let it loose. It defends itself from a mile you don't gotta move. Accept facts or a fabricated story, man you better choose. I was never in a friendly mood. Don't got time for prudes or some booze, cause I'm coming through, tryna make some moves also eating pussy like a senior who could never chew . Fake friends telling me "What you got what's new? But couldn't see the picture when I had a simple view. Album was free, they ain't get the clues. Now I'm mad always feeling bad, gimme helipads. So I visit places and have food that I never had [Verse 4: Kaysinners] I just gotta calm down. Year 16 really took me out the dog pound. Year 16 gave me strength to give a raw sound . 3rd album and people calling this my third round . Kaysinners hitting these rappers with a rebound. I'm really feeling better. my exes I can't forget em but the pain has to be broken cause it cannot last forever
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Therapy 04:05
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Gotta show reverent . That's what I keep telling them. People out there irrelevant hoping for big dreams and pediments. Leaving humans sentiments as deferments . I never really went to freaking blood school. But that blood spills when a warming loving heart feels. You do anything to get rid of the memories, heart pounding like a stampede of referees. So what you gonna do? Feelings are trapped like you're trapped in a room. You're grabbing on the knife while they're laughing at you but please realize they're not better than you. Yeah stay alive so you Can just learn from it. Don't go run and jump on it. More years to your dreams just shine like a full comet . Instead of big blast then (boom) then you're gone from it [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Now back to my brain. Surrounded with people so fake that they're all filled with hate and they cannot relate while I stare at the gate that has all my of traits, which is guided by fate. With numerical dates, that leads back to an 8. But wait, that was my age. And I'm putting that weight on the songs that I make, and at this slow rate I can open the crate to a virtual state where I'll be so sedate [Verse 3: Kaysinners] I wanna leave the depression. Why get all these lessons? Hurt from the past, with a future that is present. These lessons that hurt me, these lessons that break me. I can't take the pain and those pills didn't save me. I had a hard path , with no signs on the road. Broken path with cracks that never once showed. One year with a patch that now feels so old. I released all the pain in the bathroom alone [Verse 4: Kaysinners] Pain hits like a 454 on the dome. Mind feeling foamed but it wants to go home. Those that been through the pain can understand this. Chains tied around your head like a 911 bandage. Went to the cloud then depression landed. Had to accept the pain feeling so candid, stranded , that was the big hit so banded. Went through a lot so I knew I couldn't even handle it. Nobody couldn't help that was my battle. Head giving me thoughts I couldn't even handle. I thought I went crazy but a lady told me "You just have to learn. The minds a heavy weapon that will always try to burn". This is my therapy I'll give this to the fans and the enemies. Moving on ain't easy but pain just makes you want to leave [Kaysinners Talking] This is my Tribulations. All that pain and nothing to look forward to. Dwelling on the pain every day. Thinking about the pain every day. But everything is going to be okay. I know everything's going to be okay. I'll stay strong. You stay strong. Kaysinners forever
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Grind Time 02:08
[ Verse 1: Kaysinners] Nowadays what is love? What is trust? You twist and turn under those covers that give you lust. Understand the melody , dark nights that really give me sympathy. Mind gives my heart a little clemency. I want my life to be golden. I'm thinking of all the nonsense that just wants to keep on going. Today I could give up but my thoughts would not be molded. Big mind broken, cracked and corroded. Uh [Verse 2: Kaysinners] So ima tell you what I'm gonna do. Ima keep on working till my hands can't go up , like they're stuck with glue. Don't care if People can't relate they're not in my shoes. Had many friends back then, now I got a few. Like a mystery I solved when I got the clues. Oh..another fake, now I get amused. People only want you when they need you until you feel like you're getting used. Huh, Now I really do better used to have friends in the past that would write no letters. But appear like a boo ghost when I had that cheddar. Yeah, huh, yeah , yeah. So it's grind time. Digging and digging and I'll shine. Gotta dig deep till I reach the bigger goldmine. Gotta get on my prime. When I murder beats you can jot it as my top crime [Verse 3: Kaysinners] Ima big top murderer. New rappers? I tell em "I ain't heard of ya". Their lyrics so basic take their throne like a burglarer Always serving them. Cold dish with a side of mints. Kaysinners!
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I Got It 03:15
[Verse 1 : Kaysinners] Take me down to the little light. Peace cannot be found so now humans stick down with the bigger fights. I was just 16 when I had clean dreams bigger than my height. I was changing faces when I found my life didn't treat me right [Chorus] I got it I'll go tell my friends then watch all the money I spend and give in these lyrics I blend and watch it all pay in the end. And watch it all pay in the end. I got it all in the cut, I got it and now it's enough. I swear that I got it, swear that I got it, swear that I got it , swear that I got it, swear that I got it [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I know that's enough. Going from damaged to stupid to rough. Made tribulations to show all my stuff. But in the end I'm feeling like love. Let me come clean, feeling like I'm alone in the scene. Cause it's like what does it seem? What does it seem? Why does it seem, why does it seem? That my tears always run down by my jeans? Seems like a goal that I really can't reach. Stare at myself and then give in a speech. Thinking maybe I need to go and scream . But now I'm stuck with the scene of achieving these dreams [Chorus] I got it I'll go tell my friends and watch all the money I spend and give in these lyrics I blend and wish it all pays in the end. And wish it all pays in the end. I got it all in the cut, I got it and now it's enough. I swear that I got it, swear that I got it, swear that I got it , swear that I got it, swear that I got it [Verse 3: Kaysinners] I got it right now. I'm making some moves and not making a sound. Cause if you make sounds then fakes turn around and you'll be a clown. They wanted that crown. I'll keep it going I know I'll be late. Mind super drained from it being so sane, brother was watching so I lead the way. Shout outs to fans that been blasting anthem. Showing the love and just hearing my album. I been alone and I got this , I know I got this. These haters don't want it . I just swear that I got it [Chorus] I got it I'll go tell my friends and then watch the money I spend and give in these lyrics I blend and watch it all pay in the end. And watch it all pay in the end. I got it all in the cut, I got it and now it's enough. I swear that I got it, swear that I got it, swear that I got it , swear that I got it, swear that I got it
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Big Streets 04:06
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Started at the bottom. With the sun bright up, shined up. wishing that I never get locked up. I grew up in a place where they run up in your damn house. Stomp your brother out and leave your apartment like a trap house. Where everyone claims that they want to be a rapper. I hear them talk that bullshit but all of them are slacking. With this rap shit, you really need to pay attention, you know your rhymes are trash when the public starts to question [Chorus] Big streets watch everything that you do, but I witness every single thing around me (Repeats) [Verse 2: Kaysinners] I always get the props got these producers in my mentions. Got these white girls in bed while my dick gives em detention. I gotta wallout. Don't care what the hell you heard . You sleeping on me? Well I'm Freddy Krueger slashing through your nerves. I serve these words so observe the pain that hurts when people are sneakier than alley cats that purr. Can't be yourself in jobs you gotta call em mam or sir. Government thought they had me but my mind can't be stirred. Uh so let me put you to the simple test. What do you do in these streets when you making small checks and others got it too? So they all start to stress. Then we have a couple folks who put the bullets in your chest. I think we need a big change. I see a lot of homeless always sleeping in the rain. I see a couple buildings on the block being made. Government funds that but can't give the poor just a little change [Chorus] Big streets watch everything that you do, but I witness every single thing around me (Repeats) [Verse 3: Kaysinners] Can't believe I see single mothers in the shelters. Like who's helping? Right now can somebody help them? Some folks are getting greedy I see it every single day. Big streets large enough so I can see it every day. Big companies acting like they really supporting gays. But in reality, some pull that bullshit cause they're getting paid. See the lies through the movies that are being made [Verse 4: Kaysinners] Big streets have college kids going broke. With no hope, graduate and go home. I've seen a homeless guy sleeping In his SUV. He told me "What happened to my life? I have two degrees, I need a little money and some gasoline". I told him "Here just take this cash, I know what you mean". This type of stuff really breaks my heart. some call it too "Soft", "Not normal". But I call it smart [Chorus] Big streets watch everything that you do, but I witness every single thing around me (Repeats)
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The Puissant 04:10
[Old man talking] I'm scared for the rappers in this generation. I'm really scared In my time we had rap that had very deep meaning. You know, deep lyrics and less talking about the fancy things they had. When I listen to Kaysinners, I feel what I felt in my time. I feel those emotions. He doesn't get the recognition he deserves [Verse 1: Kaysinners] Some rappers deleterious, now I'm furious. Who can take them serious? Some feel imperious. Type of thing that leaves my mind delirious. They cannot touch on my intellect. Thugs with drugs, and guns, that are only tough on the internet. I don't even give em my interest. I ramify through people's hearts. I enjoy my feelings surging through their body parts. Being Puissant is an early start. I Grew up in a city where you play it smart. Some had the fists, while others liked to bark. You hear my raps and you know I didn't fell. I'm the type to write lyrics at a taco bell. I still have fake friends who just talk and bail. They claimed they were real but man I couldn't tell. You know the actions always say otherwise. Hypocritical snakes, couldn't see em in their full disguise. Man I'm tired of fake people. Acting like I don't see evil. But I always saw evil, when I was a boy I always peeped through peep holes. So call me regal [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Uh so give me a rest. Time to go in got these words in my chest. Life is so crazy, it been got me stressed. And yes I confess. I did cocaine while I was laying in bed . And Used to pop pills while my eyes were red. I was in love but that's all in the past. Had an Italian that put me on that . When I was young I got on my feet. didn't play ball, or play on the street.Stuck in the house while under the sheets. Building my mind while stacking receipts. Now I get pussy on back of a seat. Getting some paper and making that heat. Heat putting girls all the way to their knees. chick swallows cum saying is sweet. Used to be good, but now I'm a beast. Going berzerk so find me a leash. I used to want a life with a girl. You know, for the face in the morning. Now I don't want that face in the morning. Just bend over so I can hear the moaning. Don't want commitment , cause I won't be on it. Gimme some drinks to drown in the toilet. Had a hard life, I wish i could broil it. Really don't think I belong on this earth. People recording the incidents first. Put you on world star if you getting hurt. Trust messed up like a light that just flickers. People brainwashed that don't get the picture. People depressed with the hopes that you fix them. But I am the one who needs all the fixing. Cooking these rhymes alone near the kitchen .The Puissant is here so you better listen. Telling these people don't fall for the system. Dividing people to take us in prison. Media turning to sexual women, some people snakes that never stop hissing. Watch all these asses that just keep on kissing, lonely at night , Immmm reminiscing fakes so bright you know that they always glisten. Spitting that nonsense I know that is fiction. Kinda like Christians with crap in the system. I'm so persistent, my life is a prism. Written in symptoms that make you the victim. Rhymes so well cooked like I'm making my chicken. So give me a trophy or give me a ribbon. I can keep going so gimme a ticket. Rappers can't touch this . Impossible mission. When they be talking I'm hearing the crickets. I have no ghosts, this stuff is all written. Forget the haters , no threats like a kitten
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Selfish 03:38
[Girl talking] There's gonna be people who love you, there's gonna be people who hate you.There's gonna be mutha fuckas that respect you and mutha fuckas that don't. And at the end of the day, there's nothing you can do about it. Feel me? Like there's nothing you can do about it. Nowadays it's like, people are dying over hate. Like...I don't really react to hate and what not. And it hits me in my heart. But I just, I just realized that this is how this world is and its what its gonna be forever [Verse 1: Kaysinners] I was hanging in the town. Focused on some better notes. I don't know. Friend told me hit the blunt, blow the smoke. I been always milling, chilling, focused on a killing, to cure feelings that I'm really feeling. I think is appealing. Writing lyrics that be spilling all these thoughts. Now I fear all the selfish motives that I got. Forget fake friends they weren't with me in the dark. Darkness running through my veins. This a war that I fought. Now I'm always writing lyrics, girls wanna get the digits. Told myself success won't come I just have to go and get it. Now I'm just so independent getting people so offended. Hitting people with the truth. Now they saying I ain't friendly. Forget all that fraud shit. Tryna blind me with the lies tied with fog bits. But I play the cards quick and I don't need my eyes fixed. Nice with the women, yeah young Steve Harvey. Mask with the sins. Yeah I wear it hardly [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Life I turn it around. Girl I put her around, just for hearing the sounds. Checking it out . Thinking I'm making it now, people checking me out. Seeing the route. You can't doubt me now. Spitting the flames in the clouds. Rhymes have you looking like a frightened deer when you check me out. Rhymes put the heating on your heater, put the spice in your fajita, super Saiyan on this hit, you can call me young Vegeta. These girls I don't Need em . I already got Markiea. Can't wait until I see her. Yeah now, I'll put my feet up . Cause many people heartless. Small brains like a prehistoric ostrich. Dispose of them like a video cartridge. I feel all the people facing all these hardships [Beat slows down] More bills less money fact that we can't all live. Stuck with corruption, with the gangs and the violence. Hear my feelings in this song with the violins . I'm just a boricua with some hope from the islands. I wonder. What did I did? Thrown in the world with some snakes that be hiding. I do what I do and you do what you can do about it. Don't focus on people that come with that mileage. Yeah. Have fun life is once. Make your own route. Kaysinners tribulations. Time for me to sign out
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Low Contacts 03:41
[Chorus] Low contacts. Low contacts. Gotta have low contacts (Repeats) [Verse 1: Kaysinners] I don't see pain. I just see all the digits swept down in the rain. I don't want numbers today. You'll say you'll text me but bitch you forget either way. Ima go on with my day. I'll make this money okay? I have some realies all up on my phone. The type that will text me "Boy did you get home?" And I'm in my twenties I told you I'm grown, I have these low contacts cause some people phoney. Only one month and you say you my homie. Told you a couple times you don't know me. These people not knowing the deal. I'm claiming you fake but you claiming you real. That fakeness wasn't even part of the deal. Basic connections with two days filled with the thrills. I handle my life, so I'm steering the wheel [Chorus] Low contacts. Low contacts. Gotta have low contacts (Repeats) [Verse 2: Kaysinners] My phone didn't ring. That's the low contacts that's making that major sting. Less friends equals less stress. Doing so good you can say that I've always been blessed. I'll keep these women on check. Act up , delete in a sec. I really play no games with these actors. I have no patience with all of these factors. These phoneys have a hundred contacts. I go around with very low contacts. Independent artist with my own contract. I'm my own boss and no one can stop that. Give me 5 girls who will ride hard . Or 4 guys that will pick bricks. If the snakes outside start to throw sticks.I need some killas with some nice tricks. Chilling like some heavy ice. ouu , Talks about life yeah very nice. Like where you gonna be when we win the fight? And what you gonna do when things get tight? Let's go to the islands or the cancun. With a table full of dishes bigger than a room [Chorus] Low contacts. Low contacts. Gotta have low contacts (Repeats)
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Right Here 02:29
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] It figures that I'm wearing black. Tinted with facts , I fiddle with diamonds and packs ain't talking bout carrying straps. I never was wack. I come to your face with a bat. Only do it if it ain't one on one. Not the type to be pulling guns. I never even fucking shot a gun. But I have some darkness that will make em run. With my fist I can make it so gorier. Come with the vest like if I am a warrior. Stomp on your face just to make you a Courier. Catch you telling your god "I want to be holier". I'm right here got time for no games. Trust me I don't have feelings to play, real mutha fuckas know what I am saying. All the haters can't leave cause I told em I'm staying. Ima big boss, ima boss up. All rappers getting washed up, many phonies and their times up . Cause they straight pussy but they talk "Tough". And I rap good and it's not luck. And I don't collab cause ya rhymes suck. Always talking about pussy , weed and money or repping gangs like if you been gunning but you not gunning. You ain't get caught so you been running. Real killas in jail cause they did something but you out in public saying you did something but you did nothing . Ha, I'm tired of lames. Kaysinners already rising to fame. Cause bars so hot like the sunniest days [Chorus] So let me tell you when you ask me where I'm at , I'm right here
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Back That 02:38
[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Reap that peep that keep that. Don't sit around with your feet back. If you a clown homie leave that. I show you the proof till you see flat. I'm bringing the truth all the way from the sack . Shout out to Jordan, to Kiea to Pat. To JB to Maddie to Alex and to all of my new music that just never gets wack. This is a song for those people who brag. Proud of my craft so don't put me in that . Don't claim that you have that money cause I find it funny when your bank looks thinner than grass. How you a fake and you don't even know it? Demanding loyalty but you don't show it. How you get paid in a day and you blow it? How you hate people that hate but you do it? Bragging that, bragging this , bragging that. Too many braggers just made me rap. Most of the time braggers don't have jack. How you talk tough but you carry straps? Respect you more if you got the hands. I rather sip drinks with loyal friends. Than ride with some fakes that use different masks. I've been through the pain now I wear a patch. Disguised as a soldier with killa fans. Gotta mind tougher than Alcatraz. Making these numbers just do the math. I'm Puerto Rican don't you see the flag? This album my story my aftermath. You wanna brag? I support the craft. But back that up when you just talk your trash [Chorus] You gotta back that
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Well...I just get it all real in. Feel the nonsense from the world filled with all these sins. See the judging from the sides as they all cave in. Self-conscious in the mirror but they just won't know. Many pessimistic thoughts that will always flow. They don't know but you won't show. Stick to the aberration. It's better for yourself and for the nation [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Are you alone in a room? With thoughts of the judging that just points at you? Now trust nowadays barely sticks like glue. Kinda like a tree branch for a season or two. It's like they can't understand even in your damn shoes. Waiting for my life to turn from gray to blue . Cause they don't know [Verse 3: Lauren Nikohl] They don’t know They don’t know, no They don’t know They don’t know They don’t know No, they don’t know, no No, they don’t know They don’t know. They don’t know that I fear to be alone .They can’t hear all these thoughts that have stolen me. From living life more freely, oh they don’t know. They Don't know [Verse 4: Lauren Nikohl] They don’t know They don’t know that their words have taken hold. That their own self-loathing changed myself. And now we both share this hell, oh they don’t know.Now, a bird ain’t judged on how it climbs. And you can’t expect a fish to fly. That ain’t natural So maybe after all this time, we judged ourselves before we learned why; Everyone’s different They don’t know They don’t know, no They don’t know They don’t know They don’t know, no They don’t know, no They don’t know They don’t know They don’t know Oh they don’t know They don’t know
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[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Past thoughts running through my mind. I was young and dumb in my past time. Were you more than one when you heard lies? I was under one when I heard mines. Still didn't see my father when I turned 9. I was focused on my thoughts tryna be fine. Father killed my sister now I have a brother. That happened In the future cause he raped my mother. I believe I was three or two. Momma always crying in a lonely room. With a tumor in her head how is she alive? Couple moments in my life where she could've died. I'm just so hurt let me share my pain. Momma tryna get food in the pouring rain. Pain burn and stings like a prickly cactus. Then she said that she couldn't have this [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Now I'm living for the only simple moment. I'll spend a couple days trying to be so focused. But you know that I always gotta Keep on going it's like a boat, you can't move if you just stop rowing. Family outside doesn't give support. People turning lies into a secret sport. Had a lover in the past who took me to court. For a lie that she said that was far from short. But in the end I was the one mature. I could've ruined her life all the way for sure [Verse 3: Kaysinners] Now I take it with ease. While feeling the breeze. Feeling the wind blowing up in my tee. I'm paying the fees for thoughts that I ain't leave. If you doubt me just know I have the keys. It's by my knees.Uh didn't you see? My rhymes can also be cold and I freeze. Like mr.freeze until you're a tree. I'll stay in water cause I'm from the seas. With the eyes of a Vietnamese. I'm never here cause I wanted to leave. See it inside in my thoughts and my dreams. My life is a tease, with girls that ain't leave. Filled with folks faker than some weaves. With people always envying me . With people just hating on me. And always lying to me [Verse 4: Kaysinners] So gimme a break. Gimme a girl in my life for my sake. Gimme some friends that always relate and gimme some love that will never be late.Past thoughts everywhere, every day. Gimme some potions to take em away. Gimme less lying, less crying, less denying and more trying . kaysinners , kaysinners

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This album is set in the depressive time period of Kaysinners. The album consists of rock,soul,90’s rap vibes and much more. This is the 3rd non-instrumental project of Kaysinners

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released August 6, 2016

All CLEAN tracks are listed below : Tribulations intro , Proxy, liana trials , immense love , distortion , Tribulations , After , Therapy , Grind time , I got it , The puissant , Selfish , Back that , They dont know , Past thoughts

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Masked musician | Puerto Rican | Raised in New York

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